Tag: relationships
group name: anxietypanic
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November 24, 2008 07:36 PM EST --
I was born to be
and lived it too
for the longest time
my favorite colors were
black and blue
thought I'd left it
when a wife I'd become
covering myself
even when hot
and in the sun . . .
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September 04, 2006 10:28 PM EDT --
Sometimes the world holds so much sadness and so many tragedies. It makes one wonder how much can one person handle before falling into the desperate gloom called depression.
In December of 2003 my dad . . .
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October 18, 2006 12:51 PM EDT --
I think I am mostly writing this because I need to write. I need to get out everything that's inside of me or I'll just burst.
Lately I've been more depressed and more lost than ever. I can . . .
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January 07, 2008 05:36 PM EST --
sigh, I know, there are trolls everywhere.
But ironic, isn't it, that I can check the comments(and rating) left for me one night, return the next day and the rating's dropped--with no . . .
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December 06, 2006 08:31 PM EST --
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February 12, 2007 06:06 PM EST --
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December 29, 2006 10:40 AM EST --
someone...
keeps sending me old email files, things that are Brian's...
as if we didn't have a rocky enough relationship.
someone...
has been keeping this stuff for awhile...
or knows his passwords, . . .
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June 20, 2007 09:29 AM EDT --
I'm deeply grateful he has stayed with me.
Or perhaps I'm just a charity case.
He knows my soul, my work, my life, my needs.
Hands me the Kleenex box before the tears
Start coming. So many . . .
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December 09, 2006 05:33 PM EST --
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November 14, 2006 10:59 PM EST --
Time slips me slowly by with the most hurried of paces. It is taking far to long to transpire fully, yet it is fleeting far too quickly to accomplish anything. My head is rationalizing everything with . . .
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September 18, 2006 11:31 PM EDT --
I miss you so very much
I miss the warmth of your touch
I miss your sweet and tender kiss
Freely given in times like this
I miss the connection between our minds
I miss the tie that binds
Our hearts . . .
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September 15, 2006 03:06 PM EDT --
My poems seem kinda depressing lately. I guess it is because I am depressed. Tuesday the 19th will be 2 years since my dad passed and I am trying to deal with it the best way I can. But it has me quite . . .
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January 22, 2008 07:08 PM EST --
I don't understand why
you couldn't answer
a few simple questions
who knows how I would've
responded to your answers
or what might've happened
I can't write....
what I need.... . . .
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November 28, 2007 12:36 AM EST --
Well if my life right now just ain't a f---ing barrel of laughs.... :|
I've a boyfriend/fwb that I've been with since June, I really like this guy, he's so much fun and just a great . . .
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July 19, 2007 04:57 AM EDT --
I'm not asking specifically about the early ones, the ones that tend to be romantic, filled with flowers and dinners out and cards and carefully chosen gifts and the intimacies that follow. I'm . . .
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September 15, 2006 03:51 PM EDT --
Jessie had always been a tomboy. When she was just a little girl of four or five, she would play football with her fifteen year old brother and his friends. They tried taking it easy with her being a girl . . .
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October 29, 2006 06:05 AM EST --
How, after waiting all of these months can you have chosen to go back to your sterile blank room that feels so void of warmth and dying all around instead of lying in my arms and feeling my love and my . . .
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October 25, 2006 02:09 AM EDT --
Trapped, beneath that ever pressing thumb
Trapped, because mistakes made were dumb
Help, given among the tangle of many strings
Controlled, by whatever fate wants to bring
Powerless, to escape the . . .
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September 06, 2006 10:06 PM EDT --
I posted this when I first came to Gather.com a week ago but I didn't post it to any groups so I wanted to repost it.
My Mother's Love
When I was young you loved me so
What happened to . . .
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May 21, 2007 06:03 PM EDT --
And as my boss said before I resigned, "Everybody's mother dies. Get over it."
So, it's that day. And I still have the magazines I was reading in those final days at the hospice, . . .
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